project finished dunno if its gonna be what they want but im happy with it and im confident in what ive done so pfft. christmas soon just got an exam to do and another project to start then im off home jingling all the way hopefully shall have some more photos soon, got some plans and some stuff from my project that i want to post. so keep on watchin'
getting more into the course now which is good. starting to enjoy my project, it has become a project about hidden depths, nothing too posed, all quite natural, documentary. i am using myself for it as i am always around and no one else would let me be as intrusive as i am being i dont mind. lots of research and atleast one roll of film a week being shot :s all done on aged film and aged paper. anywhooo .... loving the darkroom. liking bournemouth. looking forward to going home next week. learing ALOT about cameras the past few weeks :s for work and for uni. alot of technical stuff to remember. but im learning so much so its good
i recon thats about all for now ^_^ just thought i would pop by and send a journal out there. well buh bye for now xxxx
wow, so alot has happened from reading my last journal. well first of all i got two jobs and leveled it down to one, i was working for propaganda but it was pretty bad so i quit (i say quit, i just never went back haha) and stuck with my one and only jessops back at the ol' J. but in bournemouth, not weston. everyones lovely and i get good hours and good discounts and its just generally home i suppose after working there for over a year previous to my little adventure overseas.
well i started uni at bournemouth, and so far its been a roller coaster ride of emotions. i dont know if i like it at the moment ... but i think i will do it for one year and if i still feel uncomfortable and a bit uncertain about it then i wont return. its been an interesting few weeks there, currently working on primitive photography as well as the principles and history of photography. its all a bit quirky and up in the air at the moment, what my final conclusion will be is a mystery right now haha.
overall, im not to sure of where i stand as a person. i guess its all a bit overwhelming, and hopefully i will find a place in myself where i feel comfortable.
generally, look out for some new works i guess, its a bit different to my usual standard and i still dont know what its going, but something will come of it. has to. im not here for nothing.
reading festival was pretty immense, i got to see lost prophets, funeral for a friend, billy talent, fall out boy, lady sovereign, madina lake, arctic monkeys, frank turner, crystal castles, the prodigy, new found glory and a ton of other bands ... so many i cant remember. i was dirty and drunk for 4 days was awesome!!! hopefully get to do it again next year.
as for uni, i move out in a couple days so internet connection might be slack for a while. i just got my summer project finished for my first day ^_^ i had to find a photo from the 19th or 20th century that inspired me. i love the outcome but i cant reveal until uni starts, so you will have to wait.
i feel i should apologise for my lack of communication and activity ... ness on here. im pretty crap at it. im very sorry i do love my photography and i love deviantart. i go through my phases of addiction on here. i just hate sitting at a computer hours on end, i feel ive wasted alot of time but i do love you all and really appreciate any support you give me!!!
update got a fluffy coat well cheap, thanks mum got the best boyfriend/fiance in the world .. no matter how far away he is
found a house to live in for when i start uni, photography (BA Hons) very excited
Reading festival in a couple weeks, very exciting!!!
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dunno if its gonna be what they want but im happy with it and im confident in what ive done so pfft.
Eager
i do love my photography and i love deviantart. i go through my phases of addiction on here. i just hate sitting at a computer hours on end, i feel ive wasted alot of time 
very excited
